Hi Shema,
Don't feel disheartened. Project Managers never quit, stay focused
. I didn't passed in my first attempt but I passed in my second one. I know many PMP Aspirants who passed their exams in their second attempt and some third attempt, so don't give up. Like what Joe said, take a few days break, recharged and try again
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You mentioned that you did 5 mock exams with an average score of 67%, have you had a chance to filter out areas that you need to revise based on these mock exams? If you have not, here's my suggestion on what you could do (assuming you are using the PM PrepCast Exam Stimulator) to know where you can start focusing.
1. For each mock exam that you took, filter out the questions that you answered right vs. wrong by process groups and knowledge areas. Write down how many you get it right and how many you get it wrong, you should be able to see which are the areas you need to focus on. You can then either start by revising your incorrect answers from the exam simulator or go straight to PMBOK and Rita's guide. Each question in the exam simulator has a PMBOK reference page at the bottom of the question which you can use to start your revision.
2. You mentioned "complicated confusing language" in the exams. I agree with Joe, one way to counter that is to practice many mock exams, however, if I may add, usually long situational questions are there to trick you, these questions typically has no right or wrong answers but the BEST answer, so what I did (advice from a PM coach) is to (i) read the last sentence of the question on what exactly the question is asking (ii) read the 4 answer choices and then (iii) read the entire question, it will help you filter out the "noise" in the question.
3. I agree with Joe about not booking for a 2nd exam so soon but you also have to come up with a timeline because we are given one year with three attempts to pass the exams. Having said that, let me share with you my experience. My first attempt was based on 5th edition and I failed. I booked for a second exam in the following 3 weeks but due to incremental weather in my area, the exam center was closed. I had no choice but to start preparing for 6th edition. My one year eligibility was Nov 2019 and so my plan was to take it in July and if I failed in my second attempt, then I will have enough time to prepare for my third attempt. Therefore, I suggest that you start looking at how much time you have, come up with a study plan, be consistent and be focus.
I hope this helps
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Cynthia